Can you just tell me how you feel? Tell me if you want me in your life and tell me if you don’t . Tell me why you keep messaging me every now and then tell me what it means. Tell me if it doesn’t mean anything at all. Tell me if you ever loved me or if you just pretended. Tell me if you ever cared about me or tell me you never did. Tell me if what we had was real. Just tell me how you fucking feel even if it’s the words I don’t want to hear